I met him online, he found me, we exchanged our facebook accounts, then our phone numbers, and the rest was history.
I still remembered us talking about meeting up in person for the first time, I was so nervous and worried he wouldn’t like me in person, I was restless. He gave me his address and asked whether I knew where was it, I said “yeap”, I lied, I had to pick up a good friend of mine to lead the way a few hours before our movie date. I bought the tickets a few hours earlier for two in case there was no seat, he hinted that he wasn’t interested in watching a movie, but I already bought the tickets, he asked whether I had already bought them, I said “nope”, I lied again. I was shaking, my heart itched in tremor, I even met up with another friend before our actual date to calm my nerves, she did a good job to talk me out of my sanity. Things were going so well between us just texting, and I didn’t want that to go away, I was terrified.
I picked him up at 6, he came out wearing his blue jersey, long pants and sports shoes and a sling bag with his spiky hair, we said hi, I spoke in English because I wanted him to feel the same way as how we felt texting each other. He looked adorable, and first thing I noticed was how tall he was, the first conversation we had was how easy it was to find his place while I drove off for our date, I lied, again. I asked if he still wanted to watch the movie, he said yes, then I realized I had lied to him earlier that I didn’t get the tickets, so I bought another two tickets with him, I know, sillyme. We went for dinner, that was the first time we officially crossed eyes in a conversation, he was polite, decent and apprehensive, he was starving, poor thing. I wanted to buy confectioneries and drinks before the movie, but the queue was too long, he offered me his bottle of water, I blushed and got nervous, but I held it together and politely declined.
After the movie, we went for a stroll at the riverbank. We talked a lot, I enjoyed his company. He was trying to be nice, I had so many opinions, being full of myself and trying to break every cold silence talking non stop being the nervous wreck that I am, but he was sweet, caring and beared with my absurdness. For the first time in my life, I felt something about life that’s so precious, I was happy. It was already late, just right before he left my car, we had a moment, he looked so calm and adorable, I wanted to kiss him goodbye, but he turned and went out of the car, I was fine with it then we said our goodbyes. I drove home feeling as if I’m on cloud nine, like a little boy who had his first crush. It was beautiful, innocent, and one of the best times of my life. He text me after, I thought I came off too much mouthing off like a machine gun non-stop, he said I was fine, so I told him we should try speaking in chinese next time as I wanted to feel more close with him, I texted him saying how I had a good time, he said the same and asked me out for a lunch date tomorrow, I smiled receiving his text and politely agreed with ease knowing our first date went well.
I picked him up for lunch, it was our second date. I arrived 30 mins early as I know he has a tight schedule, I texted him and did almost 5 rounds at the parking lot to kill time, then he came out and I saw him, with his spiky hair, carrying a bag and holding an umbrella walking out to looking for me, my heart just melted. We went for fast food and talked during lunch, then he got a text saying that his afternoon sessions were off and he was free for the rest of the day, and he suggested going to the beach out of the blue, I gladly went with it. The beach was calm, breezy, and it was one of the best memories I’ve had at a beach, we walked around then found a good place to sit facing the sea, and talked for hours together, one moment our hands touched accidentally while I was leaning on the seat, I blushed and got so nervous, so I pulled away, I know, silly me. We drove back town and went for dinner then sent him home, after that 2nd date, I knew something happened inside of me and I didn’t know how to express it, he was my first date, and my first crush, and my first true love.
the night when we made it all official, I remembered how we talked about hanging together in ur room when u would be doing ur studying and me lying on ur belly watching my series and how beautiful that picture was to you. it was my off day, I planned on hanging at ur place briefly to watch my series when u were being ok with it, u asked me to come over to your bed but I was reluctant, I washed my feet then crawled up anyways and watched my series, u crawled on the bed with me, halfway watching it, u put ur arms around me and gave me a peck on the cheek, I smiled then I kissed u back, then we smiled together. we finished the episode then starred at each other, then started making out for hours knowing inside how lucky we were to have found each other by chance, then u popped the question to make it official, I was apprehensive at first, but everything felt so right at that moment, and I didn’t want to let this feeling slip away and so there we were, where our adventure started, being in love.
I finally knew how to fall in love the first time in my life, thank you baby.